The Long Walk.

Amaciam people? Hope you're doing well. Guess what, I feel that it's time to update lah my blog kan? Like so long like that. Haha. So, it's almost 12 am, today is still Labour Day and I did no labour. :D Just did a few things like jogging and enjoying the scenic views of our artificial parks, and ate junk food. Awesome life. I KNOW! I'm starting to miss my classmates. Let me tell you guys bout them. AWESOME BUNCH OF RADICAL KIDS MIXED TOGETHER IN ONE ROOM TO CREATE A CLASSROOM OF EPIC PROPORTION. 1 day see, 1 day can get along very well. Sumpah, I tak lie! HAHA! We even have a group on the class and I have to brag I started this trend for this year and all the classes follow. :P So, first day till third day of school was orientation. Then classes start. After classes for the past 2-3 weeks straight, we organised excursions and like went out together. We enjoyed. Woohoo. Tmomorrow's jamming with Bryan, Hafiz, Felix, Joon Lei, and Ridhwan (Insyallah, because he's still in Batam.) But in the morning have a jogging date with Hafiz. wooooooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooo. Here's a pic of my dear class. :D

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Goodnight love,

for time will take me far away from you

let the memories begin the bonding end

just take it that 'us' will me no more.

Hi. I just started blogging again. I wanna talk about these few lyrics I wrote above.

It's actually a malay song. It depicts the end of a relationship, but both parties find it very hard to let go of each other. So rather than saying goodbye, they bid each other goodnight for the next day, their love story would be history. It somewhat relates to me. In some of my relationships, I felt reluctant to end, because I loved and put so much commitment to the relationship but I had too. She loved another. I was mean to a few exes of mine for dumping them, and I'm sorry. I've been trying to cope with what I call, loneliness and rejection for quite a while now. Been a year or so. And I dunno how to stand up for myself already. I've got no one to support, or I see no one willing to support. Even my best friends are starting to turn me down. i can say no more.

Raya Outing with Fatin, siti and zul!

Heyheyhey, today went raya-ing. With Fatin, Siti and Zul! Haha! I was the talkative one as usual. Went to 3 houses. Adilia's house was awesome. I get to meet adilia! 1 year never meet already. Her mum cooks the best chicken rice! Then we went to Rudy's! His mum cook's the best bistik! lol! Then, we went to Seri's house, and home. Overall, it was fun. The end!

The issue of love.

Love. Real love. True love. Humanitarian love. Where has LOVE gone? Why is LOVE gone? When will LOVE come back? Who is LOVE with now? What made LOVE go away? How can we let LOVE go just like that? Have you guys ever asked or thought of these questions when you guys react out of violence, lust and greed even stereo-typicalness? I have come to a point where I cannot tolerate this behaviour anymore. If I have to live longer to see LOVE dying, I'd torture myself till I die. Where is your sense of love and understanding? Peace? Equality? You people have been fighting with your fellow brothers for God's sake. Couples, do you guys go out with each other because both of you are handsome and pretty and that pure hearts never count anymore? Husbands & Wives, why is there a need to resort to total violence when all you're fighting about are things that are trivial? What's the point? Do you understand each others' needs?? Have you ever asked each other how you could have improved and stop the bad habits?? Yes, all things must pass. But please, never let LOVE pass. Let LOVE stay and flourish. Peace and Love. Humanity's son, Hidayat Harrison.

A day in a life....

Well, something struck my mind just now... Michael Jackson... Why he died... What was the point of him living and so on... Now, i want some suggestion from u guys... be sure to answer it in the tagboard.. Do you guys still think that mike was guilty of the 10 charges given in 2005 for the molestation of Gavin Arvizo? He did not do anything... All he did was to share his bed innocently with children.. I know, in an adult view, it's wrong... But Michael still thinks like a child... And that's not bad... Because most bad stuff come from adults... The lies, deception, cruelty, all sorts of bad things.. Mike was just thinking bout pillow fights, slumber parties and games... He looks out for the children... Not prey on the children... Does this look like a picture of a pedophile to u?

So, before we judge, lets look back at how we will be like if we live a life without a childhood...

Childhood was what Michael always yearned. And it's quite sad because people

never wanted to understand him and and call what he does as an eccentric behaviour..

Come on, don't judge people...

Learn to love each other, help one another in stead of destroying and stepping on them... Thank you...

May God be with you..

Crappy but fun day!

Hey...

Been dead since like ages...

Listening to SCREAM LIVE MUNICH 97 now..

School was a fullscale burden...

Studied till 4.

Can Die!

Then got NAFA test!

Aimed gold.

Skali my seat and reach and standing broad jump blew my chances away!

BABI!

Gerenti get silver!

Badan dah lah "FIT"!

SUPPOSED TO GET GOLD!!! AAAAHHH!!!

anyway, today i learnt to accept myself as the emotionally disturbed one.... =D

hahahahahahaha!! Kecoh kan??? Same urh!

Ok.. habis cite! bye2!

This is JILL!

She's my new friend! She's cool! She's funny! She's one of the most "TOYER" people i know.. It's a good factor though... =) I read her blog and I'm kinda "WOWED!" coz she has a thing in common with me... She has the humanitarian spirit... helping one another... When i read about the disabled person she wrote, i almost cried... Seeing how pure her heart is loving human... I salute u my friend! And sorry i did not say gdbye when i logged out... =(

Sincerely: HE-DIE-AT! =D